Things can be better, but you have to let go. My friend, won’t you trust your Bridegroom with all the hurts of your past. Give them to him and let him heal you. He wants to, oh, how he longs to. He is waiting for you to open that door and finally let him come in and do the work that’s needed. Open up your heart to him for he is good.
I don’t know what people have done to you in the past, so I can only imagine the hurt you feel and the lack of trust you have in other people. But, my friend he is trustworthy. Try to remember all of the ways in which you have seen his goodness, whether through someone giving you a gift or someone taking the time to be with you. I know your life has been exponentially more difficult than mine, but God is still good and he is waiting for you.
Oh, my dear, you cry out for attention so, but only the Heavenly Father can give you what you need. I would if I could. I would. Please, do not hesitate any longer in surrendering to Jesus. For once and for all, give all to him and let the healing begin. Confess your failings to Him and to others who can pray for you so that you may be healed. Do not suffer from separation from Christ any longer.
My beloved one, I pray that you might see the Lord’s goodness in your life and that it might bring you to repentance. I pray that you might let the Lord of Peace give you peace at all times and in all ways. May you let Him in to heal your broken heart and find your freedom in Him. I pray most of all that you may know you are loved, that you may understand what is the depth and the height of His love for you. My dear, he is saying to you, “Come to me and I will give you rest.” Come, now, to Him.